Did not celebrate or anything. 'COLD WAR' again.
Reason, I think its my fault or its not. I dun really knw it too.
But,something I really dun like is u rather reply ur ex 1st thn me. Wht does it mean?
Does it mean tht u cares her more thn me. Or thr is another meaning, Yes. Im jealous.
I admit it. Who wont? I will nv 4get ur bad record between her and you. Its just sumthing tht I cant take off from my memory.
Last night. I do the same stupid thing again. I told myself. Never cry of small things again.
But, I did it again. I hold my phone tight. Slept with tears. Untill this morning, my phone is still in my hand.
But it shows tht. No massage from you.
I feel tht we are getting furthur and furthur. Wht is this strange feelings. I dont knw. Are we going to end? Nowdays,u start playing SDO. And u never realise tht. I have to wait so long to get ur short reply while you're playing ur game. I felt sososo tired. I cried once again.
Yes. I like to cry. Thts me.
Im not happy. Im not as strong as u guys thought. Im not someone who like to laugh,smile all the times.
I dont wanna to fake myself anymore. I dun wanna to fake myself laughing and smiling in front of u guys.
I felt so tired. Im me.
U have nv realise tht. Alomost Evry 14th nd mothly anniversery,we will surely fight. We have not celebrate it once.
Why do I have to go through this all so many times. Why do I have to go through this all hurts.
Exhausted...Really exhausted.
Is thr anyplace tht I can just cry as loud as I can. Without anyone knwing.
Leave me alone ❤
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